Lessons Learned

One of my most lesson learned relationship was with my ex- boyfriend David. I've known him since I was ten years old and on and off with him since I was twelve to about 16. I knew he was very popular and all the girls loved him, it's is kind of crazy because I never date those type of guys. The last time we were together it lasted for about two years and one day I came home from my cousins wedding and found out that he had had a girl over from his school, and they spent the weekend together. It hurt me so bad because I really love him, and I'm not talking just like a friend but as someone I could see myself growing old with. It was always talk about David did this and David did that but I gave him the benefit of the doubt because all the girls who were saying it, and the ones he was supposedly with, were all the girls that I knew like him and wasnt too thrilled about me because I was with him, and I could never prove it. I guess I was looking for a commitment that he wasnt ready for and I just got out of a relationship because I learned that I wasn't ready for the commitment that he was. I see where David was coming from but he went about it the wrong way, he could have just been a man and broke up with me, but instead he was a coward and huhrt me worse than I had ever been hurt before. So the lessons that I learned are, one, I'm waaaaaaaaaaay too young to settle down and that you should never cheat on anyone because it really hurts, just grow up and break up with them before u really hurt them. I'm actually glad to say that David and I are on good terms and we talk a few times every now and then, but if we were to talk again I would deffinately have my guards up and it will probably be a few years before I would take him serious:)

My life as a Movie

Bree Jackson is a aspiring singer who goes through so much to achieve her goals and experiences horrible losts along the way. Her boyfriend is an aspiring rap artist who she is really in love with and they experience difficulties in their relationships but over comes them. Their families are very involved in each other's lives and is with them when they achieve their lifetime goals.

Starring Cast

Bree Jackson ( Lauren London)
Boyfriend (Manny Perez)
Durane Carter ( T.I)
Markham Logan Jr. (Xzibit)
Shaun Jackson (Pitbull)

" A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him I may think aloud." -Ralph Waldo Emerson

I think that this quote means that if they're a real friend then you can show them how your feeling at the time or what your going through. I think that your able to be whatever you want to be around that person and talk to them about anything, at any time, and feel that what you all talk about, is only between you all. I have a friend like that, her name is Alex, and I talk to her about any and everything and she does the same with me, and I think thats a really good quality that we both have, to be able to listen and understand where we're both coming from. Even though we're not best friends I consider her more like a sister to me, family. I hope when we go off to college that we will keep in touch and stay as close as we are now.

Wish List :)

Some of the things that I and I would like to have are very exspensive but I still want them. I love old school cars and I have a few favorite new schools too. I want a yellow Chavelle with a white ragtop, 22 inch chrome wheels, white suede interior, sub woofers and navigation. I also love gold jewelery. One thing I'm thinking about getting is the big gold bam boo earrings with my name in them, I'm just undecided about spending two hundred dollars for them lol. I also want a really want is a big house. I want a villa house. I would be very satisfied and very happy.

The Ultimate Driving Eperience

If I could go driving with my mom in a Bentley GT Continental or a Range Rover sport in Brazil, it would be the best driving experience ever. My mom was one of the most important people in my life and Brazil is one of the places I want to visit really badly so thats the reason it would be the best driving experience for me. If I would be able to do that I would never forget it. My mom and I would ride around in our bathing suits and enjoy the weather in the beautiful surroundings of Brazil. We would go shopping and probably hit a few parties as well. Oh, and lets not forget about the gorgeous boys down there either. While we're down there, hopefully we could learn to say a few things in portugese. We would stay in a beautiful hotel right by the water so we could smell and see the pretty blue ocean anytime we wanted. I wish that could happen and hopefully some day I will get to go in one of the two cars that I love.

Positive Experience

One positive experience that I've had with a teacher at Hirsch is when I was offered the chance to get recording time in a studio. The teacher that has helped me was Mr. Johnson the music teacher. I love music and I want to make it into a career, I have been in Choir for four years and I really have a strong passion for it. I was looking for somewhere to be able to get studio time and record and Mr. Johnson heard about it and told me that he knew some one and that I would have to record something so the person could hear it and if the person likes it he would be willing to work with me. I am currently working on getting something recorded for the guy to hear but I want to make sure it's an attention catcher. So big thanks to Mr. Johnson, good looking out. Hopefully this will be the beginning to a long and promising career.

MEME

If I were a month I would be: JuneIf I were a day of the week I would be: SaturdayIf I were a time of day I would be:7:00pmIf I were a sea animal I would be: a DolphinIf I were a historical figure I would be: Rosa ParksIf I were a stone or gem, I would be: DiamondIf I were a bird, I would be: DoveIf I were a flower/plant, I would be: Star Gazer Lily If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Sunny If I were a musical instrument, I would be: Piano
If I were an animal, I would be: PantherIf I were a color, I would be: PinkIf I were an emotion, I would be: HappyIf I were a vegetable, I would be: CornIf I were a sound, I would be: SoftIf I were a car, I would be: ChevelleIf I were a song, I would be: Like You’ll Never See Me Again If I were a movie, I would be: Love And BasketballIf I were a food, I would be: PizzaIf I were a place, I would be: BrazilIf I were a material or fabric, I would be: SilkIf I were a scent, I would be: Pure SeductionIf I were a word, I would be: LovingIf I were a subject in school I would be: MathIf I were a comic book character I would be: Wonder WomanIf I were a shape I would be: Heart

Appearance Isn't all That Important

I think appearance is not such a big deal, at least that shouldnt be the main focus. You cant always judge or tell what someone is about just by the way they look or dress. Just because a person looks a certain way doesnt mean that they're incapable of getting the job done if they go on an job interview. I also dont believe that you can tell who a person is, as far as they're personality, because of the way they look or dress. I do believe that they're style of dress can sometimes tell what knid of mood they're in, I also think it sometimes tells a little about what they like to do by the way they dress. For example a sporty look may give the impression that they're either athletic, a tom boy(if a girl), or just like to dress that way because I know that I like to mostly wear jeans, sneakers, and a t-shirt. It's not just because im a tom boy I just really dont feel comfortable in anything else. That's why I think appearance isn't really important.

Best Time Ever

The best time I had in my life was when I was in my 6th grade talent show. I remembering having to try out and pick out our outfitts and everything. It was me and about five of my friends, I was singing Aaliyah's song "We Need A Resolution" and my friends were like my background dancers. We were sooo nervous when we had to try out, I wasnt even sure that they were gooing to pick us to be in the talent show but they did and we were so happy. When the day of the talent show came we were so excited but nervous again, but once I got on the stage all my butterfly's went away. We had done such a good job that we got a huge and loud standing ovation when we were done. I got to perform in front of everyone and show them what I am capable of and it felt so good. Everybody was talking about our performance for weeks after that. That was the best time evr in my life.

~~Valentines Day~~

Valentines Day is a very special day for a lot of people, except me. I've never really had a valentine so i never had a reason to celebrate it, maybe this year will be different. I have a new boyfriend and he's very special to me so I'm hoping things go well. I want to wish everyone out there a very happy valentines day and I hope you're with the ones you love. Thats honey bunny's insight for today, hasta luego.

The Perfect Day

The perfect day is very rare for me but the next perfect day for me would probably be one of the greatest days of my life. It would be over the weekend when im chillin out and doing what I love to do, sing. I sing so much and I sing just about every where I go. A lot of the times i would be walking home and I would be singing and I have to catch myself and remember where I am because I get a little carried away. People sometimes look at me and compliment me but I feel embarrssed because im so shy. But hopefully one day I'll be singing in front of the right people, someone who would like to give me studio time and maybe even consider working on giving me a record deal. I've dreamed of being signed and doing what I love so much for so long and for it to finally come true would be the perfect day for me. I would finally get the chance to make a difference in people's lives with my words and hopefully they can feel like they can relate to me and I can relate to them. But I know if I work hard enough my perfect day will come with no hesitation. I guess it's time to get to work LOL.

Expectations vs. Reality

Well during this school years, a lot of the things I expected them to go well really didnt go the way I expected and some did. I expected my senior year to be the easiest year of my high school years but it's not. Even though I only have three classes that I need, I still have four other classes that i don't need but have to take. It's kind of stressful to have to worry about doing well in the classes I don't need but the only reason that I choose not to try to get lower than a "B" in any of my classes is because of my gpa and class rank. I've managed to maintain above a 3.5 gpa and be in the top ten since freshmen year. Right now I am no. 8 out of 135 students so I'm pretty happy about that, and I get to see my friends when I go to some of my classes. I also didn't score as high as I wanted to but at least I can take it over as many times as I'd like so hopefully I will score very high next time. Another thing that I've decide is that I want to go to prom but I'll give more details at another time. Well this was Honey bunny's insight for today, hasta luego.

Freezing!